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January 9th, 2006
05:04 pm
Cross my heart and hope to die.
Stick a needle in my eye.
I hope you are happy now.
I know I am.
♥
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December 31st, 2005
04:26 pm - Happy New Year.
I'm moving.
Bye.
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12:11 pm - Poo.
I am totally not motivated to get dressed anymore.
Current Music: :(
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December 30th, 2005
09:40 pm - I feel a little stupid.
Yes, I am very irrational. Thats ok. I have learned to deal with it.
So today, I did go see a movie. Jason couldnt go :(! Elena went. Thats 2 Elena movie dates in one week. WOWEEE I'm quite the lucky one. I saw Fun With Dick and Jane. It was hilarious. Especially the George Bush allusion. I SAW BRITTANY AND ERIN!!! And this kid named Jay. Don't you hate when ex-boyfriends ruin names? haha poor kid. I'm sure he is very nice.
Stoplight Puppet Theatre. We ate at Sweet Tomatoes. Some girl who works there was all excited and asked me about my shirt. I said that it was, infact, a We Are Scientists shirt and I had been to the show. Oh boy!!! McCarty sent me concerning texts about his well-being. We played with puppets in my dads sunroof on the ride home. I like the vulture/ostrich. He is my favorite.
Target - blah. Dropping Elena off - oh noes :(.
Sorry Kimm, I'm irrational. People are stupid.That was pretty stupid too. But whatever. You still my ho... I guess.
Catie, we hang out tomorrow? Call me early so I can actually wake up.
This New Year shall be amazing.
♥
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/ford/sydnicons/Sydney0.gif) content
Current Music: TVisgross.
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02:03 pm - MEATBALL
So I don't know about Mumpsy tonight. Is it 21+ or not? I don't know.
I think Jason and I are going to see a movie, if you want to call us or something.
Tomorrow is New Years Eve. This year should be better than the last.
God I hope so.
Ima... do something interesting.
♥♥♥♥
Yeah Mindy - When I gonna see you girl?
Love you. ♥</big
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/ford/sydnicons/Okay.gif) apathetic
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12:59 am - TODAYWASFUN!
So its 1 AM. I need to go to sleep. I went to bed at 6:20 yesterday lol. Gosh. I slept until 2:30ish. Woke up and came into the living room and watched Queer Eye for the Straight Guy and more Project Runway. It was entertaining. My neighbors were robbed. At like 2 ish. Yeah, thats pretty scary and my neighbor came over and told us about it.
I went to Publix with my sister and got stuff for sushi making haha. weee. Then I went to Island Oasis Bar. I saw Ayin and Honeydew Satellite and finally Edward The Bear it was amazing. McCarty played a song with Honeydew Satellite and was GREAT. He is so adorable. :D I had a lot of fun. My sister came too.
Now I am seriously wrapped up in this movie. Middle Sexes: Redifining He and She. It talks about transexuals, abuse, how genders are formed in conception and all this other stuff I didn't know before. Its really sad and I reccomend it to you.
♥
Life is ok.
Current Music: Middle Sexes
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December 29th, 2005
03:19 am - I couldn't sleep.
So I couldn't sleep.
I felt like I was crawling out of my skin.
I washed my sheets.
I went outside and watched it start to rain.
Did some other things.
I don't feel like sleeping tonight.
Current Music: Project Runway
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December 28th, 2005
01:28 am - Good golly miss Molly.
So, I spent the night at Elena's. That was fun. We watched Laguna Beach and ate salad and played with new computers. Then we finally went to Festival Bay where we walked around, seeing all these people from Dr. Phillips and went and saw The Producers. It was amazing. I loved it very much :D
Kimm called. During the movie.
Hey Kimm, fuck you. Yeah, I don't think it's very nice to call someone up with some bullshit story, drugged off their ass, wanting to "talk" to them. Then, after lame polite conversation, you break it to them that you only called them to get their ex-boyfriend's phone number.. Yeah. What the fuck? I gave it to you because... I dont know why.
I hope you and Matthew are happy in your own, miserable, stereotypical teenaged way.
I don't know. I was really mad, but I'm not anymore. It just hurt a lot more than you even know.
That shit about being hated helping, I don't know. I don't care anymore. It hurts a lot to even try to keep shit together.
I don't feel good.
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: That 70's Show
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12:08 am - I would not like to waste my week.
This week is almost over and I can't go back to school yet.
Please I am desperate here people. I might get to spend Friday with my Mindykins? That would be enjoyable.
The rest of you lot should speak up.
I can't do this again.
I can't do this again.
I can't do this again.
I can't do this again.
I can't do this again.
I can't do this again.
I can't do this again.
I can't do this again.
I can't do this again.
I can't do this again.
For once, I want something simple and entertaining. Something that makes me feel good.
Maybe?
I really do hate you people.
But love you just the same.
Sorry if it offends you.
Hey Jason, come back to town. Thanks.
Current Music: The Working Title?
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December 27th, 2005
09:00 pm - STOLEN!
So right now, I am on stolen wifi from Elena's neighbors. Yes. I brought my iBook to her house to help her set up her brand new (fucking gorgeous) iMac G5. We are listening to Ronnie Day. He is quite the musician.
Yeah I got distracted.
But I AM HERE! We haven't hung out in forever.
Tomorrow = shopping?
New Years = Good?
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/ford/sydnicons/Awake.gif) awake
Current Music: Nothing anymore.
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03:10 am - Instructional video.
Step One Place body in front of brick wall.
Step Two Place head on brick wall.
Step Three Remove head from brick wall.
Step Four Repeat. Forcefully.
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02:11 am - Stop eating bonbons!
HELLO WORLD
How are you? I like how I can write to you without actually writing to you.
I no longer have nothing to hide.
I envy Jena Malone. She got to kiss Jake Gyllenhaal. I have seen this movie 37 times and I am not ashamed of saying so.
So what if I have a problem?
I have a nice purple skirt.
And a buddha hand lotus candle.
And coffee incense.
And a Lapis Lazuli ring.
And... a kitty smoooshing my White Stripes poster.
And a life.
GOODBYE WORLD
I hope you enjoy your anonymity and your popcorn.
♥
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/ford/sydnicons/Enthralled.gif) enthralled
Current Music: Donnie Darko-ness
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December 25th, 2005
05:45 pm - I have fallen in love with more art.
Banksy can be my new love in art. I adore graffiti art so much you don't even know.
He is the genius behind the Think Tank, Blur album cover. I also think I saw a few of his works downtown London back in 2003 when we were there. They were poignant and clever and.... I want to steal them and put them on clothing.
I promise I wont sell them to the masses.
( samples )
Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: mean girls
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02:48 pm - Merry Effing Christmas.
In 2005 I...
{*} broke a promise
{*} made a new best friend
{**} fell in love
{} fell out of love
{**} did something you swore never to do
{*} lied
{} stole
{*} went behind your parents back
{***} cried over a broken heart
{} dissapointed someone close
{*} hidden a secret
{***} pretended to be happy
{} got arrested
{} kissed in the rain
{} slept under the stars
{} kept your new years resolution
{*} forgot your new years resolution
{***} met someone who changed your life
{} met one of your idols
{**} changed your outlook on life
{**} sat home all day doing nothing
{*} pretended to be sick
{} left the country
{} almost died
{*} given up something important to you
{} lost something expensive
{***} learned something new about yourself
{**} tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
{*} made a change in your life
{**} found out who your true friends were
{****} made a total fool of yourself
So this is the post where I go and list all the new shit I got this Christmas.
Surprisingly, no matter how emotionally poor and stressful this Christmas has been, I got some kickass stuff.
The only thing I am going to say is that I am writing this on an iBook and creating designs that will soon be silkscreened onto t-shirts.
My dad does this every year, he says "Sorry, you can't get what you want this Christmas." Usually it costs too much money (this year with the iBook) or its too dangerous (the year of the Razor scooters in, what, 4th grade?) but on Christmas morning, it usually appears under the tree. :D
Like... holyfuckingshitthatssoawesome. I hope everyone is having a good a day as me. No matter how boring it may be; I got some cool shit, my family isn't dead, everyone is here, and everyone else can go fuck themselves.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Love, cheers, and wrapping paper.
Current Music: World Leader Pretend - I GOT PUNCHES WOO!!!
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December 24th, 2005
04:43 am - What?
But I don't(do) want an explanation.
That kind of hurt.
I am no longer being ambiguous.
MMMMM Rocky.
I hope your trip goes well and you have a nice Christmas.
Sincerely.
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December 23rd, 2005
07:07 pm - SEX&DRUGS&ROCK&ROCK&ROCK&ROLL
This is a post to warn you about a future post that may (and should) include pictures.
I may have a life afterall!
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02:39 am - Since its already friday.
If anyone wants to do something today, lets get started early.
No Rocky? Thats a shame. I wanted to go and am excited to dress for it.
Why I skipped Mumpsy yesterday, today, is a mystery to me. SOME people couldn't make it (still love you anyway).
I find I can be a bitch at times but then I feel uber guilty but, somehow I find another way to rationalize my bitchyness.
Today shall be complete shite. I'm excited.
Catieface. You need your license now hun, we can go hunting for things. Cheap things. No, not male hookers, but clothing items. I'm ready for another day of destruction.
Jason - you too kid. I hope you're alright. :( When do you leave? Was it today? If so I'm sorry. I hope you have a nice time in tex-ass.
Frenchie - you don't read this so nevermind. Nor does Red. BUT I love you both and hope one day we can go to Downtown Disney and cause general hippie chaos. Maybe start a demonstration. Because I know you would. POO ON YOU FOR ROCKY CONFUSION!
McCarty - yeah, you don't read this either. BUT WHEN ARE WE GOING TO WATCH THE LION KING?! God Damn.
Kimm - Yeah, right on Philosophy. Fuck this shit.
Elena - What was up with today? I was in a bad mood sorry but you were freaking out! I changed it all, if you're happy?
Amy - YOU AND MR. JOHNSON ARE TOO CUTE. Seriously. It may start to affect your health soon. Just, when you go for a check-up, make sure you tell your doctor that you need to be inspected or something.
I am chicken shit.
More like cat shit. That seems to be the dominant smell in our house this evening.
Fuckers.
youngbloodyoungbloodyoungbloodyoungbloodyoungbloodyoungbloodyoungbloodyoungblood
De Battre Mon Coeur S'est Arrete!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/ford/sydnicons/Nerdy.gif) geeky
Current Music: clapyourhandssayyeah
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December 22nd, 2005
08:30 pm - Hello Christmas.
There is very little to do with anything in my house at the moment.
I got dressed for no reason.
The only thing I have to live for is knowing what is in those boxes.
I don't love anything. Not even Christmas. Especially now that I don't love anything.
I don't love anyone. Maybe my sister. Maybe my baby brother too. I don't love anyone.
If theres one thing that I learned when I was still a child was to take a hike.
If theres one thing that I learned when I was still a child was to be alone.
PS - iamnolongerpissy.
I just feel like a fat little piggy wallowing around in the misery of others and feeling happy about it.
screw me :D
PPS - we all hate people sneaking around our backs and saying things in ambiguous ways.
fucking deal with it.
Current Music: belle&sebastian
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